Week 5 2014 1/26 Zofingen

I went to Zofingen . Nahed is in the depressing phase .. feeling worthless . let's see if Etienne will be able to change something in their situation.
Ruth and Dirk came . they are very sweet warm and lovely couple .. the more I know them , the more I like them.
Nathalie came and she seems to have enjoyed the trip all together .. from the food to the company.
I got worried about the news of the rest of the family in Aleppo .. my brother is not optimistic (he is right) about the future of his son and doesn't know what to do.
Nahed, after all, lost her trust in her brother's opinions .. whatever he says ends up being wrong or exaggerated . he is always misinforming them about stuff.

Etienne and co. are the highlights of the trip . easy going , funny , simple and generous. Very seldom to find such a friend .. I have many of this kind.

My friends are the best .. they are the best thing I ever did to myself in life ..

Week 3 2014 1-19 Olga K

I am writing this one on Tablet  the tablet keyboard is a good thing to have
This week i signed the new rent .. Souha and Gergory came to visit me the weekend
We went to an event .. A semi Pianist did some show about the life of Szeffra.
The story is nice and he did not bad .

Before we went to the event . Olga K. contacted me on Skype . She said she has Lung cancer and her brother died earlier from Prostate cancer.
I don't now what to think any more .  She said , She wants to go to work the next day !! she has no insurance and she is not going to be able to afford treatment so she is just going to wait until she dies.
She is Coughing blood.. and she thinks that's the end and she is OK with that .. she doesn't like to live the life she is having now where nothing happen according to her will.

I asked her to get sleeping pills and talk to me the next day . So far she didn't contact me . She is offline the whole day.

Is that the way it is going  to be from now on .. every few days , weeks will hear that a friend is not doing well and going to die ?? seems like it .. Arriving to this stage is what sucks the most about being old.

Next week I'll be visiting Nahed and Jana . There will be many people meeting each other for the first time because of me .
Will see how that goes .

Week 2: 2014 - 1-12 Last Vegas

Usually nothing much happen in a week with 5 work days .. I am older and getting tired after work.
I sow the movie : Last Vegas ..
the little Ab Tigo said : it reminded her of me .. and indeed , there is parts of me all over the movie.

there are no concerts this few weeks that interest me . I have to wait March.

This week I'll sign for the new place . will be moving the 8th of Feb. looking forward to moving .. somehow I had enough of this place .. is it the gypsy blood ?

First half week 2014

That's the first weekend of the year .

we had 2 days of work . I was bored .. it is about time for me. it has been this way forever.

in few weeks Judy is going to see about a visa to Switzerland and I am going to visit them and introduce them to Etienne and family ... 

Somehow I feel happy travelling around in Europe . after all I might have already decided that I wanna die in Munich or around it .. the reasons are yet to be more or less logical .. but for me it is the best place to die so far.

Stein und Schale habe ich bekommen ....
I really began to miss both of them too much after my last trip to meet them.. why ?.. it is pretty much unusual for me to feel that way .. why this 2 are suddenly became different persons ??
I'll have to learn what's going on with me .. I don't miss people this way .. I never did..
I know that they are connected with some of the nicest memories
I know that I mean something for both of them (what is that something? .. I want to know).. but wasn't it always the case ? did the past change ?? did I learn something about it that I didn't know before ? .. why does it  feel different now ?

I learned few things about eastern religions .. looks like the idea of the ONE and ONLY true god came from Iran by Zara-astra (god's name is Hira-Masta).. that out-date all monotheistic gods.

I'll soon move to another apartment .. how is it going to be ? 

I am going next month to Austin TX .. that is suppose to be good times ..we will see 

that's it.. the first post of 2014...