The trophy .. Power of productive anger

At work.. I was chosen as one of the best employees of the year.. got gift certificate for 2000$ and a trophy.

They did a zoom show.. with music and graphics .. they really spend much time preparing and rehearsing. 

The show was nice .. about 45 min. each or the winners has to thank somebody for his success. his manager and colleges etc.. 

OK .. now .. why did I got this .. didn't do much .. really .. they thought I did big job.. but I didn't. 

Never was career oriented, Never wanted to do much for work and never did. I just had some issue after my trip to Germany .. Got angry about few things. I needed time for myself to sort things out... didn't want to deal with people much .. didn't want to talk and discuss.. so I turned into some activity that doesn't require much contact with others ..
I did what I do best .. thinking..  

For them .. that was heroic .. and I became some kind of example of good specialist .. who helped his team achieving much (by not having much contact with them) .. I think it is funny.

Well .. I don't know what I'll do with my price .. I don't need anything ... I guess I'll use it to buy presents for people who got me pissed off .. they were the reason of this success 😁😁😁.. 

In other news.. my parcel is late .. about 3 weeks to deliver e-liquid, usually it takes 2-4 days.. looks like canada-post is all overwhelmed with Xmx deliveries, or simply lost my package.. would have been easier to order from China..