dishonest believe

Believe is not by will .. Nobody can force himself to believe what he doesn't.
Anybody can pretend to believe. thus , they go to prayers and fast .. however the majority swore on god's name when laying to others. (they believe here that they are (mistakenly)saying the truth).
I might be able to have the habit of going to god's house few times a day, or even pray at home, and after a while I'd do that automatically .. kind of herd mentality or social activity.. but would I believe that all mighty needs or wants me to do what I am doing ? don't think I would. After all I am almost sure there is no god. it is the next thing to the impossible.

But obviously it is enough for THEM to be happy ,if I do it "THEIR WAY"to please all almighty (who suppose to knows my thoughts and know that I am pretending). that's not their business anyway. they did what they have to in order to be pleased that somebody is doing what has to be done.
Or at least I have to respect and not criticize what they do (including waking me up in the early morning with the noise of mosques and being tasteless and dishonest in everything they do or say to me and others - including their believer brothers-)

back to main sky-god subject
Shouldn't he(or she) be the one who decides what I feel and think and do .. that's not my argument but theirs.
shouldn't he (or she) be more pleased with honest doubt more then stupid believe. I would allow any questionable doubts in anything that doesn't have prove. shouldn't any wise person do that ?
I cannot explain why should people not only believe in unproven things but also guide their lives accordingly.. can anybody?