The End of 2013

Should the end of a year mean anything .. ? for anybody ?

The fact is that we agreed that this week , this day , this evening etc.. is the last one of this year .. we just did .. it could be any other day , evening etc.. 

as we know .. not everybody agree that this is the end of the year . .there are other calendars .. other ends .. other beginnings ..

however .. the calendar (the Gregorian one) is the one that we measure our time with more or less.

So what happen  in 2013? 

I was out of place , space , time .. I was very lucky not to suffer what others are suffering in Syria.. 

However I don't feel well .. not OK .. not happy .. and when I think .. there is no reason .

I have every  reason to be happy .. at least content .. but I am not .

it is certainly me who is wrong .. I am in Europe .. leaving the life of professional .. have whatever I need and more .. have many friends , whom I admire .. sow most of them this year. travelled around . had many good moments .. yet something is missing .. 

I know (again) I am wrong ..but it is not easy to be me .. I don't like being me ..