Week 8 count down to Austin

has been a week in the new place .. It is the perfect location .. but that's about it .
the owner is a bloody cow .. an idiot with arabic bullshit character ..
On the other side:. I don't know what is going to happen next . my mum is not doing well ..her blood test was bad and nothing helps.
my brother is angry .. he is stuck with mum in Syria . his son is stuck to ..
his wife and daughter are in Switzerland . They are depressed and want to go back .. back where ?
all of the sudden everything that they ran away from in syria became better than what they have in Switzerland.
My brother wants them to stay and try harder . his wife is depressed and wants back.

I am tired of thinking of everything that's going on . I am not settled here in France and don't want to.
cannot stand the idea of not seeing my parents and friends in Syria again . I hate the situations .

Next week I am going to be in Austin .. will watch lots of violinists doing menuhin competition.
this week I am going to see Elena Baeva and Vadim Repin doing schostakovitch concertos 1 and 2 .
Hope that give me some relive ..

Baeva concert wasn't great .. or I was tired .. it is hard to like somebody plays Shostakovitch after Oistrakh.
Bad news keeps coming .. Hanadi will be operated on after tomorrow. they will remove a tumour from her colon.