week 36 17/ 8/ 2014 all guests

Many people showed up in Paris..
Salam and his fiance (now ex) came and broke up the next 2 days.
Eva, Calvin .. Sofia .were here for 2 days .. very short compared to what we did .. we were over all .. running like tourists .. met Juliette , Farah and Imtiaz and their kids.. all very kind and nice people.
the son of FArah has high allergies to wheat .. he could die if he goes to a BD party. what a terrifying life for the parents .. and what restrictions for a kid...
Sofia is lazy and not smart . I think Eva should do something about it . that would require her to know what to do and take some time of her busy (career) to deal with her kid.. I don't think any of that will happen.
They are gone .. It feels like they were here for 2 hours only. I miss them as always .. and soon I'll be off to see them again .. somewhere ..
I am tired and think that there are 2 types of time off .. vacation and mission ..
I am for the vacation time off ..
Still thinking what am I doing here. I am hiding from the war in syria .. is it going to end and can I go back to my retirement type of life ?
Soon others will come .. will see how that works. the summer is about to finish and everybody is going to be busy again with what they call life and I call duty ..
in 3 weeks I am going to Vienna .. why dont' I feel exited ? .. in fact I started loosing the feeling of excitement a bit early in my life .. would say ..very early ..
nothing is important any more .. nothing at all . not even music , science and joy of life..