Week 16 2014 13-4 Switzerland

Last weekend I was in Switzerland. sow Nahed and Jana .. very unhappy .
their new house is just perfect .. but having the sister and mum is not really helping them getting use to their new life.

the situations in Aleppo is going from bad to worse .. it is worse than any time .. I am worried that I cannot even begin to think of what to do or where to go.. it started affecting my life and work in very bad way.

I don't know any more what will happen next .. nothing makes sense . I am no longer interested in anything.
got my ticket for Canada. sow a concert of Nikita .. met Maria by accident .. she is in Paris now and next week her teacher Michael is coming .. I suppose that should mean something to me .. good times with nice people . but nothing .. I feel like in coma.