To Mayada.. my dearest

 Mayada , The dearest .. She fought very bravely and lost..  so did we all . we lost .. we lost her .. 

She didn't deserve to suffer .. she didn't deserve any bad thing to happen to her ..  She was zero harm and 100% joy to everybody .. no one I know comes even close to her place at  the top of humanity.

Yet .. it happen to her .. there is no why .. the answer to this question is much more difficult than I can bare : why not 

Thousand mourned her .. everybody loved her . truly and sincerely . no exceptions .. to say the least. social medias were filled up with sadness .. we all cried bitterly .. there is no why .only why not.. 

Now she is no more here .. What's next ? how come we are all still here.. ? Without her .. with our  memories of her.. 

Would it make our lives worth living just to wish her mercy and forgiveness from god... many think so.. sincerely.. and truly .. They are still afraid that god might decide not to forgive her for something bad she never did.  

YOU FUCKERS.. are you serious ??  DIDN'T YOU GET IT ALL BACKWARD ?? 

If there is a god who decides to torture her in a way, that was, is,  and will always be much harder than anything that could be imagined by the most fucked up lunatic in human history, still can have mercy!!! ..   GO FUCK YOURSELF.

She is the one who should be asked to forgive the bastard .. she is the one who gave us the joy of life and he is the one who took it away .. in a savage , barbaric cold blooded action .. 

Even after all of that .. and if god exists  and he is that hateful , I know that she will be ready to forgive him.. she did forgive us all in the past.. 

Unfortunately there isn't one.  .. Otherwise I'd go there,  kill the FUCKER and spit on his rotten evil corps..