Next stop: Montreal

Here it is for real. In few days I'll be back in Montreal. Why dont' I stay here? why don't I go elsewhere , find a job in another state? why Montreal? Is it that I don't like to be in USA anymore? I think it is a mixture of feelings. 

Somehow I had it here.. enough USA. 

It is not for me anymore. Let's see how it will go in Montreal. 10 years ago I was there. 

I remember I was happy . 

10 years ago I had bad feelings leaving Montreal to the State. What do I feel now! I don't know, I am excited a little. But I don't know if I am the same person who was happy in Montreal 10 years ago.

I can say that much. Friends are happy that I will be back. it always good to make other people happy. But is that enough? 

 It doesn't  feel that I am going to the unknown as it did when I left Montreal to USA. Somehow Montreal is home sweet home. or at least it used to be. we will see.