last day 2014

what did I do ? almost nothing .

well .. saw few violin competition .. did some travelling . few concerts. not much.

I got the idea of space/time and relativity .. it was not easy but now ,I can feel it somehow . 

but  not yet the idea of quantum mechanics.. that might be because nobody can get it . so far it is so counter-intuitive. 

I'll keep trying ..what else can I do? I don't want to finish 2015 without it. will see.

Situations are very unstable in everything .. I don't know what is going to happen in 2015 .. would I stay in Paris or go somewhere else to settle .. Syria looks very far for now. and again .. we will see.

my interest in life being less and less. gatherings and people are not as entertaining as before. and that's not because of them .. I guess it is because of me .

I cannot stand religious, spirituals and superstitious ideas any more , I am kind of :enough is enough . that's not going to help much if I go back to Aleppo . 

In general I am less tolerant to what I define as stupidity.